The start of a new week...I woke up to wash toilet ah! Hahaha :)

Now trying to update my resume; I have alot of lobangs but I duno if i should go apply? But what the heck, just apply 1st la...

Now I'm unemployed, it's time to get this blog up & running again! Can you imagine how busy I was? It was really hell for the past 8 months, but I'm glad that I am outta it now...

Today siao siao!! Played badminton for almost 11 hours!! It was really great fun having to change 'blows' with others! Hahaha :)

Oh well, Lee Zhu made us some glutinous rice for lunch today...

Sometimes I really wish life was so simple, just be a housewife, cook, look after kids & play badminton or do other things I like, as and when I feel like it!

Nonetheless, good saturday spent!

Auntie visited...so I'm in a super bad mood today! ARGH!!!
Fed up with work & my sister! *Angry* Furious* Pek chek*!!!

Ah...this was suppose to be animated

Feeling very sleepy now...thinking of going back to sleep but I just had my breakfast? Lor mee from blk 139 market, not bad la...I only like the fish but the gravy isn't to my liking

I went to chinatown last night with my usual gang, and later went cosy bay to chill out...
Vee & I are very excited about our shopping trip to Thai next month and we are already preparing the list of 'what to buys'!! Think next 2 months will be eating grass liao as I have lotsa things to buy...kekeke! *WOMEN*! ;P

Finally, my parents & sister have gone out... Now the house is peaceful & quiet & I can start pigging already!!! I was playing mahjong last night with some friends I knew from ClubSna... Not bad la! Quite a bubbly bunch! We ate non-stop as Eugenia, the lady host, fed us with lotsa yummies!!!! Ahhh....SINFUL!HAhahaha! Oh well, who cares! Eat first then burn it out later! :)

Freaking demoralize today!!! I had failed my driving again...I moved off in wrong gear while on slope and I dint realised! Sighz... Duno why I was so gan chiong !

Worst of all, I still had to go back to office to do my report and kanna all the nonsense from those idiots. ARGH!!!! I better go to sleep!!!!! *sobs*

I had been a little busy or rather lazy to write stuffs in my blog lately. Maybe its becos of the preparation of my exams and competition for the past 2 months.

Exams was okie... But I'm crossing my fingers that I will pass all the 4 papers taken.

As for my badminton competition...Hmm...even though I had won in the women singles & doubles section, I came back with a sprain ankle. How's that?

Oh well, now that this 2 major 'events' are over. I hope I can catch some good sleep...

Yeah!! My badminton 'training' starts again. All thanks to my friend, whom will not be working since his semester is starting soon in Dec.

Right now, there's no 1 in office and I can do my "multi-tasking". I'm voting for Yan Zi for the upcoming MTV Asia Awards 2005 and at the same time doing my notes for HRD which needs to be completed before 5.30PM!!! Okie la, enough crapping. I need to get back to my notes...

Jack Jack! Cute bo?

Argh! I wanna go watch movie!!! Hopefully they are still showing the movies which I wanna watch? Exams the next 2 weeks, though I have gotten almost all notes out. But I abit gan chiong I won't be able to finish? MUst jia you study hard liaoz! Once finish, playtime will be coming soon! Endure endure!!!

To improve performance, you first need to know where you are now.
Second, you need to identify where you want to be, your expectations.
Third, you need to identify action steps to get you there.
Fourth, you need to hold yourself responsible for your follow up actions and your progress.

Sad sad...I feel damn moody as well. I do not know whether its because my auntie came visiting or of the things which happened around me...

I kanna smacked by Gong Toot today during games. I feel damn angry but SW took revenge for me also... Dunno why I was so unlucky too! I have booked the court which our damn client was juz beside us having their inter-dept games too. Already damn sick of work and now after work also have see them...Lagi sianz!

HOw worst can it get?! As people are celebrating their long weekend, I will be studying for my exams which will be in 2 weeks time.

Argh! I'm damn tired. I go sleep now...Hoping that tomorrow will be a better!

It's too true to believe that the following was received from my daily horoscope...

Today's planetary energies

These last three weeks were rather good for your equilibrium, LINDA. It was a question of becoming a bit more involved in life than is usual for you and showing what you are capable of. Likely you had a mix of successes and setbacks, but on the whole improvements have been steady. You may have noticed that this or that about yourself needed improvement, but isn't that the same for everyone?

Anyway, I was out studying with Peilin and I went for the blood donation at the cc today. Oh yeah! I also bought my badminton shoes! Woohoo!!! Hope it will give me better support when I play? Hehe :)

Aiyo..sianz liao! Aviva Opens finals is on 20th & 21st Nov?! Argh! Exams will be round the corner then! Should I go...should I? *Scratch head*

http://wang-yuan.nease.net/wygs.htm

My exams are coming in a month’s time and I had to do 2 main papers and 2 sub-papers. I think I am already feeling the pressure and tension in me as I really have a lot to cover.Furthermore I will also be having a badminton tournament right exactly on the day which I will be having my last paper for the year.

Ahhh…stress stress! Though I already started preparing my notes, but still it seems not sufficient? Oh well, I will try my best definitely to get high scores and to clear my sub-papers.

I seriously do not know what and how to describe my feelings at the moment. I’m neither sad, nor disappointed, not angry, nor frustrated. But I know I had been put to a big test this week. And that is having to face multiple failures.

Firstly, I did not get through for my driving test. I’ve gotten 22 points with one immediate failure as I "Failed to give way to the traffic on the right". I also did not anticipate that there will be a heavy traffic. Being too complacent, my best move, which is parallel parking, became my worst mistake as I hit two poles. GOSH!

Secondly, I did not get through for 2 of my subjects. And yes, I had been expecting it. I did not allocate my time well, thus having insufficient preparation for my exams. Worst of all, my mind was not focus; I wasn't even concentrating…

I guess the only thing to do now, is not to blame myself or feel regretful for all the failures I had caused. But to think on how I can improve and do better in future. Having to already identify the problem, now is to have ‘corrective actions’ and also ‘ preventive actions’.

Well, I already did some ‘preventive actions’ for this semester. That is to go regularly for class, switch off my mobile, etc. But, is that enough? The answer is NO! I have to start my preparation for exams ASAP! Never make the same mistake twice!!! The thing now is making the effort to start!

Remember. Identify -> Act on it -> Become! The ability to beat the odds lies within you…

I feel very nervous at the moment...
I had a paper cut at work today and it still hurts a little...
I could not keep the thought off my mind during my bus ride home...
Worst, I saw a black cat while walking to my block...
I guess I will still be thinking about it later when I am in bed...

ARGH!!!

I have to kick off this feeling...
Just be confidence...
Remember what was learnt...
Stay focus & concentrate...

And what's making me have all such emotions? I'm having my driving test tomorrow!

Woohoo! Later got badminton practise and TGIF!!!
I LOveeEEeee the weekends, but I guess I need to stay home on Sat to do my projects? Aiyah...Nevermind la! Enjoy later :P

I think I'm falling for someone...
Gosh? ERh...heh! No time la! Work + studies + badminton = tire me out already...
Sleep sleep...I'm thinking too much!