Yeah, today's my 25th birthday and I enjoyed myself very much!

Emily is such a dear...always full of surprises and yes, a very good ex-colleague of mine, back in sh1trum days....She came to my house today and left a present at the doorknob. My sis, who was inside the room, thought there is some karang guni man or thief, as she heard the ruffling of plastic bag at the corridor... The most funny thing is, when I opened the present, It was a box of Neutrogena Deep Hydrating mask. I was thinking...oh my my complexion must be so bad that she had to give me this. BUt later I look at the box, 5 sheets only....why so heavy??? I opened the box and found a cute ducky photo frame!!!

Oh ya, did I mention anywhere that Im so so so afraid of pigeons??? I will like scream if they are around me(cos of some bad experiences I had in the past). On my way to the mrt today, a pigeon was approaching my path...I was almost gonna scream and run liao but the fat silly pigeon walked so fast...it slipped!!!!! Can u imagine???It was so funny that I laugh my way to the station!!!

It's only 26th June and I'm getting broke...Yet I have still have so many plans the following few weekends!!! How to survive??? I think I needa start on my spend $100 a month challenge again!!!

On my way to work this morning, I was thinking whether to tell my sister that I'm going diving. Well, I had kept this secret from my family as my mom is totally against it. I did wanna tell her about it...but I never can find a good time to let her know. Argh...I dunno la...see how ba!!!

I'm down on really bad luck this week. I spent last night doing mods but I went to delete the whole folder this morning!!! Sighz...

Val, pls don't be angry with me...I din't do it on purpose~~~ :crysss:

Sad sad sad!!!!

My supervisor had forgotten to approve my claims for June!!! And now the submission date is over so $$$ will only come in during July's pay!!!

Last nite, I felt a little upset over the following.

1. Some guy say I'm a wanna-be princess cos I don't feel like sending him my pic.
2. Some guy say I'm unfrenly & anti-social cos I dont feel like meeting him.

My say... How sociable or frenly do you want me to be? Especially with people whom I do not know??? :sweat: I am not those type of person whom goes around giving every tom dick & harry hugs n kisses! And for those whom know me...they know how mad I can be, especially with my friends...and tats for the obvious reasons...cos I already know them!!!

I love my Ipod!!!It's my best companion now!!!

I'm a sucker for good quality music & sound and my Ipod simply fits the bill!!!

Vivienne is such a dear!!!

Vivienne says:
Lord I pray that may you have mercy on lindy health. Lord it is certainly a painful tng to be down with sickness... worse... for a 4 days and not recovered. Lord I truly know you have a reason for every problem thus lord I pray that you show your grace and mercy to Linda may you heal her now... so that after today's sleep she will recover by tomorrow
She will not feel tired or lazy but she will be energized and able to jump and do outdoors games again...
Lord I pray that you continue to watch over her life and her work may it not affect the impression that she has given to her supervisor... allow her to be the head and not the tail among her colleagues...
Lord have your will in her life... let her know... you have never departed from her... I pray for it's in the name of your almighty name... AMEN... :)
You shall be healed...

Lindy says:
AMEN!!

I finally bought my Ipod!!! Okie la...I feel a little heartache cos its so ex but it will be a bday present for myself lo... Happy Happy!!!!

I still don't feel quite well yet...today went in & out of aircon buildings and the hot sun, I am almost fainting!!!!

I feel so frustrated!!! My fever had been up n down for the past 3 days!!! I had rest, sleeept and drank lotsa water but why am I not getting better!!!!!! I feel so terrible now... just got up from my sleep cos the weather is so damn hot!!! ARGH!!!!

Just drank the Zheng Ling Yang which my dad help me to buy; such a small cup and it cost $5!!! Expensive man....and it taste yucky!!!!

Please do not tell me what to do.... I will decide my own path; I listen to what my own heart says and that's a no. And it's not because I have stop trying...but I chose to believe in what I really want.

I was reading KT and one thread made me recall a funny but embarrasing scenario. It's about those mirrors where one side can be seen and the other side will only show your reflections.

I still recall that it was during CNY 06, when we went to vee's house... As we were waiting for her to open the gate. Peilin and me, unknowingly stood by the corridor, using the window as a mirror and started combing our hair and adjusting our clothings...

And it was only after few hours when we were about to leave her house to go to Tua pek gong's temple. Her brother walked out from the room and we were like.."eh...your brother at home ah???" Peilin & me started laughing and realised what blunder we made. Just imagine if i am a guy in the room, and suddenly 2 gals stood outside my window and start to comb their hair and adjust their clothings??

Heh. I hope he was doing something else and didn't see what we both did.

I've always thought that ear piercing using a needle is a punk thingy. But I witness such a ceremony last friday during Amutha's housewarming! According to the Indians, the ear piercing ceremony is a significant tradition of theirs...

Harini: Before the ceremony! The items on the floor are some fruits which are offerings to God, and presents from relatives and friends.

The priest making the marking on her ear....

The actual piercing. I guess Harini could felt the pain but she's a brave little girl, she held back all pain & tears.

Stupid leh... In town also got balrog!!! Suddenly everyone just went dead!!! Grrr!!!!

I just came back from Bangkok!!! As usual, I LOVE Bangkok!!!

Okie...details and pictures to be filled in when I'm free...

I do not understand why I have to come back to this place called 'home' anymore. Issit just a place for me to live and just to sleep in? Well... it does seems like it.

Since primary school days, I was placed at a day-care centre; a place where I go after my classes . During secondary school period, I come back to this place call home, being alone all day. This growing up process had moulded me to be very independant. But does it meant that, I do not need family love just because I am independent? Sadly to say, it does seems like it again.

I never recall a moment where I had relate about what had happened in my life to my family. Whatever I do, seems to revolve only around me, myself and I. Had they realise that during my school days I have gotten first in class or had won many competitions before? Had they also realise that during my work in Keppel, I had made almost half a million revenue for the company in just 3months? I seriously doubt so. And since whatever I do seems so insignificant; after some time, I don't even bother to tell them.

The routine had been the same for so many years; Once I stepped into the house, it would be bathe-> eat-> stay in the room and face my computer. The only ones I could talk to, are people on the internet.

Whenever I eat at Joseph's house, or attend friends' birthday celebrations. My heart cringed when I see their family being around.

I feel so sad... Really I do...Sometimes I just wish I had abit of their love & understanding...

Starting May, I will be doing shift work liao...Go in at 10.30am, and end at 8pm! Quite okie la...at least shiftwork will be rotated among my dept.

Yday went to listen to some shit. But I still believe in what one of my lecturer have taught me, "Identify -> Act On it -> Become!"

MTV ASIA just called me saying that I'm being shortlisted for the Voting contest they had. And if I win the contest, I will get a PAID trip to BKK!!!! WeeeeEEee!!!!! Imagine... BKK!!!! SHOPPING!!! AND the many many ARTISTE!!!!!!! *DRooLz*! Ok ok... I better don't get too excited... I'll probably feel quite sad if I am not the final winner...

I must admit...I din't study last weekend except for digging out my textbook & notes. One of the reason is that I'm lazy, and another is I'm having this terrible headache for 2 days!!! Ya ya...all excuses excuses.

I met up with an old fren last wed for dinner and one thing he reminded me....How many times did we set goals & dreams and din't achieve it cos we had been doing nothing. Sometimes, we already know what the problem is and also know what should be done...but too lazy or lack of motivation to START!!!

I'm having my second cup of coffee today...And since I'm so free at the moment, I better start writing down the things which I should I do tonight in order to prepare for my exam paper next Monday!!

Target set for today: Finish compiling all notes and to highlight the important points!!!

I'm quite free this morning as the system is down for maintenance again.

I MUST get a pair of earring today!!! Lost one of it during my dive in Redang, and I threw the other side on the way back. I better get another pair SOON before the earhole close, else I will have a hard time trying to poke it back...