Dear Lord, I really love KC.
Even with the situation we're in right now, my heart still goes out to him.
I do not wish to seek the easiest way out which is to give up. I WILL NOT agree to the devil or succumb to whatever circumstances we're in.
KC said to me, the one thing he would want to exchange with me is determination. Father, I beg of you please, will You grant him that determination to persevere on this relationship too?
PLEASE, I beg You please.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Have you ever...
Just wanna sing this tonight...
Have you ever love somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever love somebody so much
It's make you wanna cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to you
Only to find that one wont give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
What do I gotta do to get to you in my arms baby
What do I gotta do to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
cos baby I can't sleep...
Have you ever love somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever love somebody so much
It's make you wanna cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to you
Only to find that one wont give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
What do I gotta do to get to you in my arms baby
What do I gotta do to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
cos baby I can't sleep...
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Torn...
You so break my heart into billion pieces.
Why are you treating me this way? What have I not done or done wrong???
Why are you treating me this way? What have I not done or done wrong???
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Wake up call... III
I've just gotten the letter which states how much we are getting for our bonus. And it triggers me to do a quick review of my life for the past one year or so.
The transfer of department, gained more personal time, got in a relationship...etc. I think I shall not elaborate on these areas...
The best of 2008 is receiving salvation through my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
FYI: I titled the post, "Wake up call.." as it is a realization of things and its time to do something about it.
The transfer of department, gained more personal time, got in a relationship...etc. I think I shall not elaborate on these areas...
The best of 2008 is receiving salvation through my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
FYI: I titled the post, "Wake up call.." as it is a realization of things and its time to do something about it.
Wake up call... II
On second thoughts, I realized there are things which makes me wanna scream out LOUD.
I had been hesitating if I should have kept it in me by not muttering a word. But now, I decided to blog it (of cos without the major details).
1. Perhaps you are right! As from your POV, you would be like everybody else whom only gets to hear the politically right answers. How does it benefit others, by blurting your kiddo thoughts??? Don't you even know the simple fact that putting things into action isn't easy and it is impossible when people do not even see the need to lift a finger? Why don't you try achieving what you have said, if you were in my situation??!!!
2. I certainly do not deserve whatever I'm going through right now.
I CERTAINLY DO NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had been hesitating if I should have kept it in me by not muttering a word. But now, I decided to blog it (of cos without the major details).
1. Perhaps you are right! As from your POV, you would be like everybody else whom only gets to hear the politically right answers. How does it benefit others, by blurting your kiddo thoughts??? Don't you even know the simple fact that putting things into action isn't easy and it is impossible when people do not even see the need to lift a finger? Why don't you try achieving what you have said, if you were in my situation??!!!
2. I certainly do not deserve whatever I'm going through right now.
I CERTAINLY DO NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, March 16, 2009
Wake up call...
Okies...so God whacked my head and made me realized that I'm in a few deep shits and it is time to climb out from the pit.
All these were caused by my own hands and I had estimated that I will probably need a year to settle it.
Do not ask me what had happened cos I certainly do not need any judgment except for God's presence and His strength to help me through it.
One thing to assure you readers, it has nothing to do with my relationship or matters concerning life and death. =)
All these were caused by my own hands and I had estimated that I will probably need a year to settle it.
Do not ask me what had happened cos I certainly do not need any judgment except for God's presence and His strength to help me through it.
One thing to assure you readers, it has nothing to do with my relationship or matters concerning life and death. =)
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
More than just a show...
Jiro had to recite a poem in the drama which triggered me to google. The whole poem is too long for an entry...so you may want to read the beautiful piece here! =)
Stray Birds
By Rabindranath Tagore (1861-1941)
1
Stray birds of summer come to my window to sing and fly away. And yellow leaves of autumn, which have no songs, flutter and fall there with a sigh.
2
O troupe of little vagrants of the world, leave your footprints in my words.
3
The world puts off its mask of vastness to its lover. It becomes small as one song, as one kiss of the eternal.
4
It is the tears of the earth that keep her smiles in bloom.
....
325
Release me from my unfulfilled past clinging to me from behind making death difficult.
326
Let this be my last word, that I trust in thy love.
Stray Birds
By Rabindranath Tagore (1861-1941)
1
Stray birds of summer come to my window to sing and fly away. And yellow leaves of autumn, which have no songs, flutter and fall there with a sigh.
2
O troupe of little vagrants of the world, leave your footprints in my words.
3
The world puts off its mask of vastness to its lover. It becomes small as one song, as one kiss of the eternal.
4
It is the tears of the earth that keep her smiles in bloom.
....
325
Release me from my unfulfilled past clinging to me from behind making death difficult.
326
Let this be my last word, that I trust in thy love.
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