As what my lecturer said, "Something must happen to make you do something...". And today, after listening to PM Lee Hsien Loong's speech at the National Day Rally 04 ,he 'triggered' me to have a few more items on my 'changes list'.

Here it goes...
Instead of complaining & whine that I have nothing much to do at work(which is true)!
I guess the solution is to plan my time well and by utilizing free time to read more and keeping a lookout for opportunities. Other people might be slacking and simply cant be bothered in what they do, but that doesn't mean I should be the same! I, myself, should be the one whom is responsible for my own future, in terms of work/studies/family!

Also...there is an importance to understand the difference between problems and dilemmas.
Problems are things/issues/matters which can be solved. As for dilemmas....why should we even spend time looking for a solution since the issue is already 'classified' as a dilemma? Instead, we should change our attitudes by being adaptive to the situation. As the saying goes, "Change yourself to suit the environment, not change the environment suit you!

I find that today is another wasted day at work...

Okie....the thing is, I have to do a report every Monday and it will be presented to the client the day after.The usual practise is that, every 2pm, I will need to get data from my supervisor...
For this week, he happened to be on vacation leave; No choice, I have to get the data from my client which I tried calling since 2pm till 5 minutes before my offwork timing, but still, she seems to be either in a meeting; on the phone; etc.

I just have a gut feeling, she's gonna complain to my supervisor, who will in turn, come kaopei to me...Also, she will also start calling me tomorrow, wanting to get the report.

Kinda f up process....But what can I do? Now I'm pondering whether I should talk to my supervisor to get the data to be sent directly instead of going around the world before it reaches me....

I spent my day playing pinball in office. How "wonderful" that can be? Hurhur....

I've got abit of resting to do now.I was on the phone till like 2am this morning? Kinda feeling damn slack now.....perhaps its the weather! HAhaa!

Hmm...got to plan my shopping trip tomorrow already. Need to find some blouse approapriate for dinner next week! Wish myself luck!

It's one of those days, when staying at home is such an enjoyable thingy; Definitely better than being out with people and seeing them practising the "jian fu yin fu jian (sword)".

I've cleared some of my stuffs, and got everything ready for tomorrow so I will not miss the damn bus? Haha...I guess I will be in high spirits as long as I'm away from work. Just cant stand the sight of a certain people; It's like talking to them...really make me gross me out and feel so disgusted.

Aiya! Dont talk about morons already!!!! Have better things to do; enjoying my day at home, chatting, listening to my fav mp3, play games, dvds,etc! Hehehehe!

Can't believe it. One of my friend is having an affair with....my sup*******?! *Faints*
I thought I was the only one who kinda suspected it....But from other made known information, the whole thingy turned out to be real!!!!!

It's abit saddening and disappointing though...Neither any of us can understand why would she do that? But still, hey, tats her life. If she gonna ruin it by doing all such thingys, it's none of our business isnt it?

As for the guy, he's just another sex driven sick bastard!! Why will I have said that? Seriously speaking, I had always looked up to my previous bosses; Definitely not this time...As for his character wise, there's isnt a need to talk about it already. Work wise, he's far from being a good leader.

I'm lazing at home...nono running to the toilet every few hours.
I'm having serious indigestion problem and felt damn bloated since yday...

I felt kinda sad though, thinking why some couples get together and break off cos of their differences and why they can't just base their love on the the magic relationship word "compromise".

I kinda read an email a few minutes ago...
It's about a lady committing suicide....though its only a few secs before she fell to the ground after jumping off; She saw people on the different floors, having different worries & problems. And thought her own problem was nothing as compared to theirs....

I was then thinking...
Perhaps life isnt that bad despite all the shitty things I recently experience.
Every single person has their own worries/problems/etc.
It is how you handle it...and sum down to a point...
How you live your life is all about the choices you make for yourself.

Sometimes I wonder,"Why do we need to study"?

Felt the struggle and frustration in me recently; I can't go out. Not say I can't la...But felt that I had to stay home to mug for my exams.

My phone kept ringing, eveybody starts calling me out. There are lotsa events during this month of August, and I missed the fireworks festival!!!

Sighz...Guess I should have understood it was gonna be like this, since I sign up for the course. But for what? Cos of Interest? Better future? To gain more knowledge?
Yes yes...To gain something, something has to be sacriface. As for me, "To gain knowledge, I lost freedom".

But is that only freedom lost? No! Knowledge is for us to keep forever.
I hope I'll put this sentence always in my mind...

As for today, I have to try finishing 2 questions. Tonight, I still have a wedding dinner to attend and will be seeing my ex-colleagues! Hope I have fun? And yes, hope that I can see some miserable NDP fireworks from fort canning?