Aiyo...I 'saved' my mom from a fish bone today!

She was talking to me while eating then a fish bone got stuck at her throat. In the end, I had to use 2 fingers down her throat to reach the bone and try to pull it out.

Kinda panicky ah...cos she was rather hot tempered at 1st when i couldn't see it with a torchlight shining down her throat. Tats why have to use my fingers to feel it...

Thank God, I manage to pull the fish bone out. My sis was almost crying out. Talking about that, my sis hate eating fish cos she got choke by a bone before...

I spent my Xmas this year watching 'Bleach'! This anime is just so addictive!!!

Guess my plan for the new computer must be delayed as yday I went to sim lim square to check out...the things I want, is way over my budget. I still have to cater for the payment of my premium and also for my bangkok trip...

Sighz...one more month to wait till I get my next pay!

I attended a company event this morning where my co. donated a big amount to a center to help those terminally ill children. Elizabeth, the little girl whom I'm suppose to give her a x'mas present wasn't around but I had a short chat with her mom. I guess its quite tough on the girl & her parents to have gone through all these and I really hope she will get well soon. Next, i need to think on how I can contribute further...hope that this will make a difference in their life and also mine.

Anyway, my head is spinning now cos I have not been sleeping well lately. But thanks to Fiona for listening to my work woes. I feel abit better and know what to do next...

When people have troubles, they'll come find me. When I have feel troubled, sometimes I don't really know who to talk to. One thing is I don't wanna trouble other people... Another is... I guess I can solve it myself...

Feel very low morale today.

Don't understand why my mom always buy things for my sis. My home pc is spoilt, yet I have to wait till 31 Dec when I get my bonus. Not tat I want her to buy one for me, but I don't understand why she had to say ." pc spoilt? its becos i used it and i spoilt it myself..." But if its for my sis, it will be a different case...

Today they went out shopping, and all I said was..."wah buy new shoes for her". And she have to say, "then wat u want me to do? or u want me to die 1st?"

Suddenly I just felt so angry... I simply can't recall her buying a pair of shoes for me since I was in secondary school??? I still had to buy the simplest one, those with an elastic strap and wear till there are holes???

Sighs... I hope 31 dec will come fast. My pc is dying...I donno how I can survive without my pc, youtube & blogging. And also, i should have gone back to Perlyn's chalet today...

i should feel very relax after my exams...but why do i feel so vex??

Exam is over. But i did badly for it....*Sighz* Now, I'll juz pray that the rubbish i wrote can get me a pass!

Went for a crop session yday and it was fun! Hmm..its where a group of people gather to do their scrapbooking together! There were also the tombolo challenge, where we need to get certain items from the chosen person and use them on our layout. Kinda stress ah...cos we have to complete it in an hour? Haha!

I'm pretty much hooked on to this , youtube and hoping that the diving season opens soon...

Oh ya...youtube had taught me, if u want good stuffs, you got to be patience and wait!!! Haha!

Today is the last day of class!!!! YippeEee!!

Went Kbox @ Hougang with Jessica today... Don't play play okie!!! There were only 2 of us but we still had a long list of songs to sing after 4 hours!!! Din't even go for any toilet break!! And after the session, we really rush out to the ladies...and I think I almost got myself into a little trouble...Hehe!

What happened was....as we were looking around for toilet paper to wipe the dirty seats...I juz got a quick glance and thought I saw a guy at the ladies...I still asked, "are we in the correct toilet?" and Jessica replied yes and gimme a weird tilted eyebrow look. It was until I walk to the other cubicles and realise the 'guy' I saw was actually a butch!!! Might had been so embarrassing but I really didn't meant to offend her. But she should be glad isn't it? If she wanted to act butch, and I recognized her as a guy? OH Well... I enjoyed my day anyway!

And yes, I finished the piece of work for Lena! It's ready to be sent out!!! *Happy*

Thanks to Shanice, I'm so hooked to scrapbooking now!!!

I managed to locate a few stores which I can get my materials and I also did a few pieces over last weekend!

Hmm...I have placed another section on the sidebar, listing down those which I intend to do. The next on the list is for Lena, whom I wish to cheer her up. And then it would be for Jason's baby girl who came to earth on 28th Oct 2006. Hehe!! =P

Went to Kelong at Lim Chu Kang area last saturday...

It was quite fun but the weather was quite terrible with lotsa haze and no wind...

I spent much time feeding fish as I can't stand the smell & bloody sight when they were killing the fishes and digging out mussels.


Not forgetting the entertainer of the day, the house dog name, 'Aiyoyo' whom is very enthu to jump into waters just to fetching the slipper and ball which we throw into the waters.

As 'Aiyoyo' is already quite old, it has some difficulties in getting up on the high platforms; Joseph had to carry him up instead.













Uncle trying to show us how he walk on those wooden platforms...

I had cravings for pasta since last nite(*Thanks to someone*) that I went to have it for lunch today.

During my way home, this cow bedsheet really caught my eye & I bought it. However, I just realised, why are there prints of 2 cows?? The female one in wedding veil?? Isn't this for a single bed, why having such prints then?

*Confused*

I will be home doing my graduation project for the next few days...

Look at the mess I made on my kitchen table today!! Haha!~

I had no choice...the desk in my room is too small...

Wat a terrible start today. I had to endure some guy's B.O. for almost half of my bus ride to work!!! It was so bad that I almost puke!!!

I din't meant to be rude...but he held his hands so high up on the bar that all those that were near him had to sit or face another direction or cover their nose(I'm one of them).

For gdness sake...consult the doctor or use the deodorant!!!!!

Busy busy....8 more days till I submit my graduation project!!!

I feel so happy today!!! Finally I had bought a halter neck black dress to wear for Crissie's wedding dinner, together with heels that is silverish purple.

Cos I'm erm................................"so blessed";"busty", that is what the shop owner & one of her customer mentioned just now. You do not know how troublesome it is , to have gone through so many shops and tried so many dresses that does not fit!!!

But Thank God, I found you...Pat!!! =)

Work & studies are like draining me out quite badly!I felt very stressed yday and almost on the verge of giving up.

Just keep swimming...just keep swimming...just keep swimming...!!!??
I think that I just need more strength to keep going on...and that has to come from within? Myself? I dunno.

I recalled of a phrase which I had kept trying to input into the brains of a few of my friends. And that is to... "DO things which you can haf the control, and that's how you can stay being objective!"

I started writing down all the things which had been bothering me...stating down each and every item on what is hindering me from doing the things which I wanted to do or suppose to do. Somehow or rather, it din't turn out as bad as I had expected; There are solutions to the problems I'm having.

So I guess, I'm okie now...I would just need to go according to what I had planned out to do in order to solve the problem and to achieve certain things.

Wish that I may get little more strength, yeah?? Thanks alot, in advance =)

It's been a while since I last blogged cos I had been busy(dunno doing what)!!!

There are so many things to do and yet I just can't get started!!!!! Looks like time is also running out...Maybe I should 'Bi Guan Xiu Lian'...so that I can finish the following:-

Complete my course by 2006!
- One more module to go
- Graduation project to be SUBMITTED by 18th October 2006

Taken at close range with my mobile. Very blur!

These are my hamsters! Cute ma? Hehehe!!

Siao siao pom pipi. I got 'nominated' or rather I would say, being 'arrowed' to join some committee in my company to organise events for 'Customer Service Week'...

Good explosure I must say...but I guess it's gonna be lotsa things to be done.

I've changed the song! Now it's Fan wei Qi's 'I Think I...'

This song is from the Korean Drama ' Fullhouse', starring Rain & Song Hui Qiao...

I'm feeling vexed today...but I do not know what I am vex about...

Probably I'm just tired...cos I had been working for the past 7 days as I went back during the wkends to do OT...

Ahh....just gotten a sad news today.

Lang Tengah Trip - Cancelled due to Malaysia School Holidays - all fully booked.

No diving next weekend!!!!! Oh my!!! How to survive!!! HAhahahaha!

**It's only 2 weeks and I miss diving already**

I have gotten my stitches for my extraction of wisdom tooth removed today. Now I needa use a syringe to clear off any food particles which might be left on the wound after my meals. I did a few times in the office today. As most of the time, the handicapped toilet is in used... I had to do it at the common toilet...which invited lotsa stares at what I was doing!!!

I had my last wisdom tooth extraction today...so I'm not wise anymore. *Just kidding*

It was suppose to be only a checkup today but the dentist said it could be done today so I just go ahead with it.

The injection is always the most scarey part...cos its so freaking painful!!! I grabbed on to the handle of the chair so hard... I was almost gonna break it! During the extraction, your mouth feel ultra numbed and you just can't stop your drool from flowing. Hehe.

Though this is the last one I had extracted, but I don't recall the last 3 to be that painful? Probably this particular tooth was still partially under the gums hence some cutting and stitching needs to be done.

My face hurts so badly after the anaesthetic wore off this morning. But thanks to Peilin's advise to use an icepack over my face. I managed to soothe the pain down.


Look how disgusting it is!!!

I just came back from another trip at Pulau Aur.

This place is more like a training ground. There ain't much to see as there were too many divers during the weekend. The accomodation wasn't as fantastic as Pulau Redang but the dive at Rayner's rock was one of the most challenging dive I have done so far; we went as deep as 30meters. And towards a corner of the site, the currents was so strong that we couldn't even move though we were finning like mad!!! Also, Michael, Jia Jun & I came upclose and personal with a Titan Triggerfish(less than 0.5 metres away). As we look at it, face to face, we din't dare to make much movements, just praying it will go away instead of turning to attack us. Oh well, the triggerfish has always been the most feared fish for divers!!

Hmm...I really have to go get the full body length wetsuit. *Gosh* Every trip of mine, I'm suffering all over with cuts & bruises. And guess what happened on the last day? I've got a bad tap situation!!! The whole tap just came off when I was bathing and I couldn't fix it back...I had to shout out for help to my room mates who couldn't fix it either till Dani came over. Sheesh! It was a real funny situation as the whole toilet was almost flooded and I had to wrap myself in towel till he fixed it.

I'm looking forward for my next dive trip(to be planned)...

I've got this from Fiona thru email and its so funny!!!

Title: Why kids cannot be left alone!!!!

Politics politics... Why do the skivers earn much more then the ones doing more things??

I was kinda frustrated when AC bullied the temps by pushing all responsibilities to them. Instead of helping out during 'free hours', he sleeps in the office instead. Being the only male in the department, he really don't feel embarassed at all? GOsh. No wonder ppl call him a faggot.

Wheeee!!!! Dive trip at Redang on 6th-10th July 06 was fun fun fun!!!

Practically the last few days were to eat, sleep, dive & relax!!!
Those who came for this trip were Lawrence (My instructor), Susan (His wife), Samantha (His daughter), Daniel (The Musician), Dani (The Magician- but he has to change his tricks already, as I seen them before!!!), Chai Jun (The Tea man), Wee Ling (StarHubber) and Johan (Our photographer)!!!

To be continued, when I upload pictures...

I had forgotten to set my alarm last night, and I woke up at 6.44am today.

I got up immediately to get change and to get outta from my house. And you should have seen my face of desperation to quickly board onto a cab. Lotsa (&^%(*&F language starts to fly around as each moron snatched a cab from me. At 7.15, I managed to get on a cab and had a terrific conversation with the cab uncle...

Yeah, today's my 25th birthday and I enjoyed myself very much!

Emily is such a dear...always full of surprises and yes, a very good ex-colleague of mine, back in sh1trum days....She came to my house today and left a present at the doorknob. My sis, who was inside the room, thought there is some karang guni man or thief, as she heard the ruffling of plastic bag at the corridor... The most funny thing is, when I opened the present, It was a box of Neutrogena Deep Hydrating mask. I was thinking...oh my my complexion must be so bad that she had to give me this. BUt later I look at the box, 5 sheets only....why so heavy??? I opened the box and found a cute ducky photo frame!!!

Oh ya, did I mention anywhere that Im so so so afraid of pigeons??? I will like scream if they are around me(cos of some bad experiences I had in the past). On my way to the mrt today, a pigeon was approaching my path...I was almost gonna scream and run liao but the fat silly pigeon walked so fast...it slipped!!!!! Can u imagine???It was so funny that I laugh my way to the station!!!

It's only 26th June and I'm getting broke...Yet I have still have so many plans the following few weekends!!! How to survive??? I think I needa start on my spend $100 a month challenge again!!!

On my way to work this morning, I was thinking whether to tell my sister that I'm going diving. Well, I had kept this secret from my family as my mom is totally against it. I did wanna tell her about it...but I never can find a good time to let her know. Argh...I dunno la...see how ba!!!

I'm down on really bad luck this week. I spent last night doing mods but I went to delete the whole folder this morning!!! Sighz...

Val, pls don't be angry with me...I din't do it on purpose~~~ :crysss:

Sad sad sad!!!!

My supervisor had forgotten to approve my claims for June!!! And now the submission date is over so $$$ will only come in during July's pay!!!

Last nite, I felt a little upset over the following.

1. Some guy say I'm a wanna-be princess cos I don't feel like sending him my pic.
2. Some guy say I'm unfrenly & anti-social cos I dont feel like meeting him.

My say... How sociable or frenly do you want me to be? Especially with people whom I do not know??? :sweat: I am not those type of person whom goes around giving every tom dick & harry hugs n kisses! And for those whom know me...they know how mad I can be, especially with my friends...and tats for the obvious reasons...cos I already know them!!!

I love my Ipod!!!It's my best companion now!!!

I'm a sucker for good quality music & sound and my Ipod simply fits the bill!!!

Vivienne is such a dear!!!

Vivienne says:
Lord I pray that may you have mercy on lindy health. Lord it is certainly a painful tng to be down with sickness... worse... for a 4 days and not recovered. Lord I truly know you have a reason for every problem thus lord I pray that you show your grace and mercy to Linda may you heal her now... so that after today's sleep she will recover by tomorrow
She will not feel tired or lazy but she will be energized and able to jump and do outdoors games again...
Lord I pray that you continue to watch over her life and her work may it not affect the impression that she has given to her supervisor... allow her to be the head and not the tail among her colleagues...
Lord have your will in her life... let her know... you have never departed from her... I pray for it's in the name of your almighty name... AMEN... :)
You shall be healed...

Lindy says:
AMEN!!

I finally bought my Ipod!!! Okie la...I feel a little heartache cos its so ex but it will be a bday present for myself lo... Happy Happy!!!!

I still don't feel quite well yet...today went in & out of aircon buildings and the hot sun, I am almost fainting!!!!

I feel so frustrated!!! My fever had been up n down for the past 3 days!!! I had rest, sleeept and drank lotsa water but why am I not getting better!!!!!! I feel so terrible now... just got up from my sleep cos the weather is so damn hot!!! ARGH!!!!

Just drank the Zheng Ling Yang which my dad help me to buy; such a small cup and it cost $5!!! Expensive man....and it taste yucky!!!!

Please do not tell me what to do.... I will decide my own path; I listen to what my own heart says and that's a no. And it's not because I have stop trying...but I chose to believe in what I really want.

I was reading KT and one thread made me recall a funny but embarrasing scenario. It's about those mirrors where one side can be seen and the other side will only show your reflections.

I still recall that it was during CNY 06, when we went to vee's house... As we were waiting for her to open the gate. Peilin and me, unknowingly stood by the corridor, using the window as a mirror and started combing our hair and adjusting our clothings...

And it was only after few hours when we were about to leave her house to go to Tua pek gong's temple. Her brother walked out from the room and we were like.."eh...your brother at home ah???" Peilin & me started laughing and realised what blunder we made. Just imagine if i am a guy in the room, and suddenly 2 gals stood outside my window and start to comb their hair and adjust their clothings??

Heh. I hope he was doing something else and didn't see what we both did.

I've always thought that ear piercing using a needle is a punk thingy. But I witness such a ceremony last friday during Amutha's housewarming! According to the Indians, the ear piercing ceremony is a significant tradition of theirs...

Harini: Before the ceremony! The items on the floor are some fruits which are offerings to God, and presents from relatives and friends.

The priest making the marking on her ear....

The actual piercing. I guess Harini could felt the pain but she's a brave little girl, she held back all pain & tears.

Stupid leh... In town also got balrog!!! Suddenly everyone just went dead!!! Grrr!!!!

I just came back from Bangkok!!! As usual, I LOVE Bangkok!!!

Okie...details and pictures to be filled in when I'm free...

I do not understand why I have to come back to this place called 'home' anymore. Issit just a place for me to live and just to sleep in? Well... it does seems like it.

Since primary school days, I was placed at a day-care centre; a place where I go after my classes . During secondary school period, I come back to this place call home, being alone all day. This growing up process had moulded me to be very independant. But does it meant that, I do not need family love just because I am independent? Sadly to say, it does seems like it again.

I never recall a moment where I had relate about what had happened in my life to my family. Whatever I do, seems to revolve only around me, myself and I. Had they realise that during my school days I have gotten first in class or had won many competitions before? Had they also realise that during my work in Keppel, I had made almost half a million revenue for the company in just 3months? I seriously doubt so. And since whatever I do seems so insignificant; after some time, I don't even bother to tell them.

The routine had been the same for so many years; Once I stepped into the house, it would be bathe-> eat-> stay in the room and face my computer. The only ones I could talk to, are people on the internet.

Whenever I eat at Joseph's house, or attend friends' birthday celebrations. My heart cringed when I see their family being around.

I feel so sad... Really I do...Sometimes I just wish I had abit of their love & understanding...

Starting May, I will be doing shift work liao...Go in at 10.30am, and end at 8pm! Quite okie la...at least shiftwork will be rotated among my dept.

Yday went to listen to some shit. But I still believe in what one of my lecturer have taught me, "Identify -> Act On it -> Become!"

MTV ASIA just called me saying that I'm being shortlisted for the Voting contest they had. And if I win the contest, I will get a PAID trip to BKK!!!! WeeeeEEee!!!!! Imagine... BKK!!!! SHOPPING!!! AND the many many ARTISTE!!!!!!! *DRooLz*! Ok ok... I better don't get too excited... I'll probably feel quite sad if I am not the final winner...

I must admit...I din't study last weekend except for digging out my textbook & notes. One of the reason is that I'm lazy, and another is I'm having this terrible headache for 2 days!!! Ya ya...all excuses excuses.

I met up with an old fren last wed for dinner and one thing he reminded me....How many times did we set goals & dreams and din't achieve it cos we had been doing nothing. Sometimes, we already know what the problem is and also know what should be done...but too lazy or lack of motivation to START!!!

I'm having my second cup of coffee today...And since I'm so free at the moment, I better start writing down the things which I should I do tonight in order to prepare for my exam paper next Monday!!

Target set for today: Finish compiling all notes and to highlight the important points!!!

I'm quite free this morning as the system is down for maintenance again.

I MUST get a pair of earring today!!! Lost one of it during my dive in Redang, and I threw the other side on the way back. I better get another pair SOON before the earhole close, else I will have a hard time trying to poke it back...

Isn't it good, to have new things happening in ur life everyday? That's what made it special, isnt it?

Last thurs, while going to work, the bus broke down and we had to wait for the next one that comes along. Actually, I could already smell something burning even before I got on it. I was thinking, will it explode or not? Haha!

Today, 2 little kittens kept following me and a few people while waiting for the bus to arrive...Cute isn't it? But I din't want it to come near my leg!! Anyway, one malay guy later carried one of the kittens elsewhere...but it soon came running back!

Few days back, 'AO' suddenly called me up to ask where 'NO' is, as she owe him a few months of $$$. Sheesh. I thought their affair saga would have ended after 1 year plus, but seems like its not? She actually used his credit card to purchase her laptop???

GOSH!!! I hate to be in such situation...

But thanks to a few friends' advises...I smsed her, " 'AO' is looking for you urgently, pls return his call.Settle ur problem with him. If u need help do let me know." And guess what, 'AO' replied me saying she called him and he will give her another week to settle her debts. And for 'NO', she say she left her handphone in office, hence no reply. But how would she have known that I sms her in which she could reply 'AO' that night?

I realised tat she have changed alot since she stepped into the insurance line. She no longer come out with us and now she tell lies to us. Sighz...

Just finishing watching "Assault on Precinct 13", starring Ethan Hawke & Laurence Fishburne!!! Nice show!!! Action pack!! And I think I will be having sniper dreams tonight again! HAHA!

Last night, I went to the Singapore Night Safari with my family, and it was boring as there's nothing much to see!!!! Anyway, I got the passes thru some balloting thingy from my company and treat this as a family gathering...and its been years since we all go out together!!!

An old friend chat up with me today and he had to remind me of what happened to James and me quite some time back.

Its kinda stupid la...I was with this guy for a short while before I found out that he was two-timing a friend of mine with me. Kinda a draggy situation then...

I just came back from my trip at Pulau Redang!!! Stayed at Redang Beach Resort, which I personally feel that this resort is fantastic for youngsters!!! Their rates are reasonable, with good food & services, ultra friendly staffs and there's beach party every night!!!!

I had a great time there despite a few minor things. Let's talk about the bad things first.
GEE!!! I HATE WHINERS!!!! Fiaking hell, I understand how painful it is to have blue black all over... but do you have to keep repeating and counting the number of orh chehs you have????? Also, stop whining about how the mosquitos keep biting you!!!!!!! Just apply the fiaking MOPIKO!!!!! For gdness sake also, I don't like people hogging my camera...especially taking pictures of their feet?!?!? The thing that makes me mad is that, she takes bad pictures!!! All the pictures she took of me, are all underexposed!!! Bad room mate...SHE SUX0R!!!!!!!!!!


The good things now...
The 6 dive sessions was fantastic though I was super disoriented, as I didn't dive for a long time... But I was glad to have Lawrence to guide me along... I managed to see quite a lot of marine lifes, like a black tip shark, marble ray, lionfish, stonefish, banded sea snake, triggerfish (dangerous), blue spotted stingray, crocodile fish, hump head parrot fish(they're huge), one small sea turtle, etc. Best of all, I saw dolphins on the way back!!! They were so graceful!!! I didn't manage to get a good picture...the pictures turn out them being like sharks!! HAHA!

I got to know some nice people too...like a few dive masters, the locals, and a tour guide from Malaysia... Not forgetting the super siao-on hokkien divers whom are debt collectors with tattoos all over!!!

Hmm... I would want to take this hobby seriously...but a few things are running on my mind now. First, my mom doesn't want me to go diving (she rather I buy a bike). Second, it's quite costly! The gears & the trips will cost quite a lot!!! But I really like to dive???I guess the only thing I can do is to spend less on clothes & food to save money, try to convince my mom, and to work on my skills...

Cheers to my next gonna devoted hobby!!!

Cute bo???

See liao wanna pinch leh! Hehehehe!!!

@ the new underwater map

My new pet turtle!

Sushi anyone? :P

Hiding in the bunk on the ship to victoria island. Kanna killed by balrog and had to pay another 20K for the trip back!!!

So happy I got the i-mode trial mobile. I managed to get this model: NEC 411i... Though there isn't much good reviews on this phone, but its so freaking cheap!!! So what the heck!!! Just get 1st la!!!

Anyway, the joke of the day seems to be that some of these handphones still have contents owned by the previous owners. As my supervisor came and tell us, the phone list of the one she gotten...was deleted! Inside the phone list reads....Qing ai de bao bei 1, 2 & 3!!! HAHAHA!

As one of my other colleague is not familiar with the phone...she got me to input the time & date for her. The same thing, the main wallpaper was a picture of 2 kids and as I wanted to remove the pictures for her, I found even juicier pictures within! EXPLICIT Pictures!!! ONe of which, was a guy was lying on bed spreading his legs!!! ARgh!!! *Seee no evil*!!!! HAHAHA!!!!

Almost all in our team got the phones and every one of us started to view in details of the contents of our phones. Another phone actually contains p0rn clips... .... But my phone seems clean! HAHA!

Super ultra joke of the day....and TGIF!!!!!!

I'm gonna be SUPER selective with those whom wanna add me on their msn. It's so FUCKING irritating, when an idiot keeps messaging you to re-intro, and to re-intro. If you can't remember what I said, then stop assuming!!! And my advise to those whom just wanna see my picture, is to GET A LIFE!!! I just simply HATE these morons!

What a funny morning!

i-Mode test handsets are up for grabs again and everybody is rushing to grab it, that they mislook the email by sending to ALL on the list! One joker even sent an email to all, stating the wrong email to reply to!!!
I hope I get the handphone this time round, as I am in need of a better one for my second line.

Just realized that one of my ex-colleague from Keppel is now my current colleague!
I saw her walking out from the ladies one day, and I messaged her on Friendster!

Who said ex-colleagues can't be friends?

I spent last Saturday afternoon at Shi Ning's house, eating junk food and chatting away with Fiona, Jason & Perlyn...It was a great gathering, despite her house being at Jurong East! Later in the evening, Perlyn, Fiona & hubby and me went to Woodlands to shop around and we watched the movie, "Big Momma".

In the past, I din't really know Perlyn...But on that day, we had dinner and seem to click along well! Oh ya, not forgetting, I found new KTV kakis!

Cham la cham...Dunno if I can pass my probation? I did an error in January. In February, there are also 2 errors...What about March! OMG. I just started with my 'targets' this month. Must be more careful le... :( So sad!

I finished watching "Er Mo Zai Shen Bian (Devil beside you) yesterday...

In the show, I saw the pure & courageous Qi Yue, whom is always fighting for her own happiness. Though there is her mother who's marrying the father of her love one; his granny who believes in "meng dang hu dui"; and his many admirers...etc. But still she stood firmly that she could overcome this all...definitely also with the help of Meng.

It was at rather saddening when Meng decided to leave with his mother and to leave Qi Yue. They ended up making love to each other to mark a greater level to their relationship. But still he left...but came back one year later to reconcile with her. Though it was a happy ending but I didn't quite like the way it ended this way...

Well I felt stupid, as I was crying throughout watching the show as the show is really touching, and with lots of humor. Definitely a must watch for those Taiwan drama series fans.

This has also got me thinking... 是该让幸福来找你，还是该自己去找幸福？
Many tell me it’s the later. Well, I also know it's the later. But easier said then done isn't it?
I also don't have any targets now, 幸福 what ma? Please do not tell me to go search or whatsoever...I'm not like this!


Another thing, which I had been thinking... "TL" told me she saw my father a few times...and spoke to him. I don't really quite like this. Perhaps you can say I'm too sensitive or what, but I always felt that "TL" had a thing with "OJ". While I talked to my father over dinner last night, he asked me who she was also, and who was "OJ" and thought he was her son. I didn't really like it also when she asked my father to join us for badminton? WTF! Enough of this 2, but if they ever comes spoils anything. I will not give any forgiveness.

I'm so sleepy today...I haven't been able to sleep well for weeks!
Either it's those stupid sci-fi nitemares or having snipers in my dreams; else I just can't fall asleep. I hope I'm not having some sort of sleeping disorder!!!

Well, if I go to sleep around 12...probably I'll have not enough sleep the next day, as I have to get up at 5.50am. But if I go to sleep at 11, I'll wake up at 4 to 5am staring into blank space and can't fall back asleep! Then what time should I go to bed? 10.00pm?

What is wrong with me?!??!

It's so dumb that they have to do the system maintenance today and it will only end at 2pm. Since our work is mainly on this particular software, now we can 'officially idle' till the system is up.

I spent my whole afternoon yday watching 'Er Mo Zai Shen Bian (Devil beside you)'. The show's damn funny and very touching! I had chiong 11 out of 20 episodes; if I had started on Sat, probably I would have finished the whole series! But never mind, tonight's class is cancelled!!!

This is the main cast!

He Jun Xiang! The yandao & cool guy...*Drools*

Think for the next 2 months, I'll probably be playing Maple at home during weekends to save $$$! As for less shopping? I will try my best la... *Giggles*

End of March, I should be going Pulau Redang for diving. July, my ex-colleagues jio me go either HK or BKK. So many plans, yet no $$, how can!!! So I must save save save!!!

It's been a year. On Feb 26th 2005, I joined that 'particular company'. On Oct 14th, I no longer work with them. As I was running through my old picture album minutes ago, I can't helped it but wondered...What actually happened to made things turned this way?

A sense of disappointment & sadness suddenly runs in me...The group pictures seems heartwarming but the harsh reality had tore it apart.

I had my Staff Induction Programme today & I think this is a great effort from them as I get to know more about the company, see who are the department heads & to know what the various depts are doing.

Thruout the whole session, I was sniffing & coughing. Sighz.. being sick isn't a good feeling! I am about to finish my medicine, but still not getting betterl...I do not know whether I should go get more medicine as I feel super drowsy after taking it. How how how! Nose block!!

It's just another day in northpole. On one side of the office, the employees are freezing. And the other are switching on fans... GOSH!

Talk of the town now. NYP S3x clip!

Hmm… who is to blame? I feel that it’s the person whom uploads the clip!
Whether it’s caused by his/her hatred, lost hp or whatsoever. The two victims must be feeling damn malu now…

Not that having pre-marital sex is right and I shall not debate on this now. But both of them are just having their own kinky fun. Yet their privacy has been invaded this way. In any case, girls are always at the losing end. Quite saddening, isn’t it?

So I hope everybody will cut both of them some break. Remove the clip once gotten. You wouldn’t feel very good if this happens to you anyway.

Had some time to view the 8 Days, 800th Edition exhibition yday. Got Edwin to pose on this... Funny right? Hahaha!

I'm so happy!!! Got my results for the 2 papers I took last december and the scores are the best so far!!!

I was in a super low mood yesterday, thinking about the unhappiness of my fellow ex-colleagues. Yes, a few of them ‘kanna’ again from the tyrants.

1st of all, I’m really disappointed with one of the female tyrant. How can someone change so much? And yes, I wondered again, did money made turn her this way. Why does she have to be so mean, nasty & arrogant?

2ndly, I’m ashamed to have work with a boss whom almost beat up one of my ex-colleagues. I feel that no matter what, as a senior, you yourself should set an example to the others. What kind of leader are you, when you cant win the talk but want to beat people up?

Their suffering now makes me depress a little, as my friends are not happy.
I want to help them but I cant. Sometimes I also wished I had been more hardworking in my studies, so I can be a lawyer and help people fight for justice. But now, the only way is to give them lotsa moral supports…

My 1st Vday wishes in 2006 is from a guy whom gave me the 1st Vday musical card... Hah!

Last evening J's Dad brought me to TCM...Well my sprained leg since Chu3 have not recovered and still swollen! I must say I'm very amazed by his skills! Just a few twist & turn & cracking of neck, the pain is gone! Shen qi isnt it? Haha! TCM Bagus!!!

Vee left for Shanghai this morning...she will be going there for work! A few of us went to send her off this morning and I kinda cried when I hugged her goodbye...Well, after all she is still my bestest best friend since sec sch days!

Back in office in the afternoon and just did an application. Just passed by the photocopier area, and saw a guy photocopying lotsa of Toto tickets...Hah! Yeah its the 10 Million Toto Hongbao draw this friday... I wonder who will be the lucky winners for 2006 =)

Power site!

http://linda.youaremighty.com./

Hooray! 2nd Payout from ST! Pending to be processed....

I have also gotten my stuffs and it was a little disappointment as the set wasn't completed. It stopped at episode 9~~~ aiyo kanna bluff by Ivan...when i go over must smack his butt le...

Tonight I'm gonna be very busy, as not only do I have to do some last minute shopping but also cleaning up of my room... Can you imagine? In 2 days, its gonna be CNY! HAHA!

Anyway, I went for threading yday...erh...its like using thread to remove your facial hair? It was done by a nice lady name, Nanthini whom had done up Sima's(ex-colleague) wedding makeup...Well, the session was a littleeeee painful, I also dropped tears...but it costs me $15 and was really well done!

Best of all, I've gotten my 1st payout from ST!!! Another 2 more months, I will be in profit!! Hmm...should I compound my earnings again? Must do some calculations liao =)

Bwahahahaha so happy! Tonight must check the last disc...I hope its the completed set of Lost season 2!!! anyway b4 that i need to go little india...

I think I will frequently go Far East in future, as I got to know 2 shops which have clothes that I like! Gosh...only an hour and i spent $172 on 4 blouses...

I went to church last Saturday for the 1st time to witness Betty’s baptism ceremony. Guess what? She is my ex-colleague from Keppel and so happened his son Nicholas is also my ex-colleague! Coincidence isn’t it?

I think she was really very excited about the ceremony…from what she said; it’s a big step for her to be closer to God. Well, I don’t really understand…but I guess it is a big event for her…so just went lo…

On Sunday, brought my sis to JB together with Terence, Gina & Bryan. Very smooth journey I would say, as we were not caught in any jam and buses keep arriving at the right time!

Bought lotsa ‘supplies’ for my friends but I guess I am only excited to catch season 2 of Lost.
Formatted my pc as well, and I hope it will be fine now…

I just had some home made bread by my colleague, Grace...

Sweet of her isnt it? =)

I have to get this written out...

2005 had been a crazy year for me. Many had asked me what happened when my days with "that company" ended. But I would just wanna say now is…Things didn’t happened at the wrong time. It happened for a reason and it was just right for me!
(I think I have to thank WH, as indirectly he has got me out from Hell to Heaven!)

I strived hard while I was there, doing the best I could. Sacrificing also my own time, to finish almost all tasks given, I believe this is what I call responsibility, but I guess they took advantage of it. Though the departure was abit sudden and saddening, come to think of it, it isn’t so bad after all. I strike 4D next, which really helped during my 2 months of unemployment; I got back all the rest & sleep I needed and the concentration which I could put in the last few modules of my studies; I met and caught up with many of my friends, and playing badminton 3-4 times a week! Not forgetting my 2 trips overseas with friends and ex-colleagues! I got back my life!!!!

Recently, I received calls from ex-colleagues, now best of friends (who says colleagues can’t be friends?) about what had happened “there” now. The more I hear, the angrier I get but relieved, as I am not in shit dung anymore. The thought of working with some clowns and egoistic bosses really turns me off.

I wondered, did money turn some of them this way? Wagging their tail when the owner arrives…is this really loyalty or what? I seriously doubt so and for goodness sake, $$ can’t buy happiness! Many good staff came and left/leaving, don’t they realize the problem actually lies with them?? You want to have an open system but you only make yourself in a ‘win’ position and strike off all feedbacks from your subordinates. I shall not continue stating all…but GOSH! It’s a communist world there! Trying to be controller of all? Retribution will make you suffer & defeat on your own in future… Just wait and see.

Well, I really sympathizes my ex-colleagues for what they have to go through, and what I can do is to PRAY for them to be out of this soon.

Anyway, as planned, I have started out my new job in 2006. Big company, better pay & benefits, less work… what else can you ask for? Things are getting on well, and Life is definitely getting better & happier for me and I hope it will be the same for you too.
Cheers!

Finally got all my logins! Everything is up now and I did my 1st order today!

1st day of work - Met up with Hai Peng; she explained all employment terms & benefits.
Sara was on leave today and I spent most of today reading SOPs! Zzz...........

New Year! New Beginning! Starting work at Starhub tmr!!! =P