Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Be smart. But don’t be a smart alec.

Kiang jiu ho, mai gei kiang.

Stop faking it. Stop pretending that you know everything. Stop asking me to do this and that. Stop wasting my time, for you already wasted many peoples’ time. Stop destroying the bond between all of us.

You never fit in as you have sinned badly. Trust and friendship is gain through time & sincerity but you are no where there yet.

You better know your limits of what you can and can not do. I can’t be bothered if you are born Chinese, Ang Moh, Hindu, Japanese, Alienated or Bitchnated.

I'm not anal about this becos I DON'T REALLY LIKE YOU, but your actions made EVERYBODY NOT TO ACCEPT YOU.

Don’t even test my patience. You won’t wanna see the other side of me.

Let this be the first warning.

Too new? No substance?

What’s the point of calling me into a meeting when I can’t say anything? Worst, when I already gave the solution from the start, you had to shun me aside, yet use what I said to conclude the whole discussion? Also, didn’t you even realise that you had created a fool outta yourself by being so stubborn with the requirements? Didn’t they already explain on the product and settled on the case before? Please do your homework/remember what was being discussed in previous meetings. 3 Ka Queen, you really suck big time.

Nonetheless, I’m proud of myself. At least I know I’m still awake despite not having enough sleep. The discussion above used to be one of the products that I have the least confidence handling it of. I guess I have a long way to go in convincing my boss that I’m better. But do I really needa convince her on it? I know I don't need to, in my heart that is, and eventually she will find out.

Monday, April 28, 2008

Sleepy day!

Woke up at 5am to send my sis to the airport! She left for her poly attachment which will last for 2-3 months! Both of us cried a little this morning as this is the first time she goes away on her own. The other 2 classmates whom are going with her are of another race? Erh...I think she’s so gonna miss pork and probably would be lonely. But I'm sure gonna miss 'bullying' her as nobody will help to cover up for me when I go back late and nobody to help me throw the aircon water! HAH!

I couldn’t nap on the bus to work as well. The driver just keeps repeating the same message which nobody really bothers to listen except me. “Ding dong, please move to the back of the bus so as to...etc” The dumbest thing was, since the bus is already packed and nobody is alighting, why does the driver keeps stopping at every stop? Total waste of time!

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Just walking around...

As I had an hour to kill before my sis & mom arrived for dinner. I suddenly wanted to write and walked to where 'Popular' bookstore realizing it being closed for renovation!

Tampines Mall had improved quite alot and since the last time I've been there was either just to watch movie or to get daily necessities, I didn't noticed a new wing/new shops!

There is this shop which caught my attention was Artbox; selling cheap stuffs imported from Korea, such as stationery, decorative stuffz and most importantly they have a wide range of writing pads which I could write on! They come in all sorts of designs, classy, cute, simple...whatever you name it, they have it! Well, except sexual ones of cos. Tsk tsk* The simple me definitely took those that has simple prints. For, I love simplicity. =)

Next, I went into 'Precious Thoughts' as they are having some opening sale! The vain side then took over me again. I've bought another mirror! Well, this time round is a mirror to be placed on my desk and the other is a pocket mirror which I had gotten in KL for my daily usage.

New purchase!


The 'evil stepmother' 1! Nice right?
(But I'm not evil one la) Hehe!



The two possible reason over this sudden craze for mirrors could be...
Firstly, I do not have a mirror in my room! I have to go to the living room to check on my hair, what I wore, whether the shoes are matching, etc...which can be kinda tiring & messy as sometimes I just can't make up my mind of what to wear out =X

Secondly, it could be because I'm dropping sizes! Yippee!! I've lost weight over the past few months from dieting and exercising! It just feels so good as I can now find clothes more easily than ordering from overseas. But that does not stop me from buying from sprees either. As I still find foreign designs (clothes & bags) more appealing! And maybe its becos I like to be different, unique, one of a kind, whatever you call it. At least, when you walk on the streets, it is unlikely that someone is wearing the same as you do. Following trend, or setting trend. You decide! =P

I think this motivates me more in losing weight...and yes...I was a T-shirt + Jeans person for quite awhile too! Cos I don't see the need to wear so nice when I'm working my ass off at work!!! Nvm about the past, should look forward!

What made me worried a little was that recent travel trips and double sessions per mealtime had made my weight constant! Oh no! This is not good as I needa cut down more! To at least get away from the 'overweight' range and to at least fit onto 1 of Darling's list of criteria...

Ahh no!!! Wrong mindset! It means getting healthier!!! I needa work harder! I know I can! Positive thinking is half the work done! I needa get back to the boring routine/diet again. Will proper write out the plan tmr as I needa sleep early today!!! There is still plenty of housework to do too!

P.S.: I think I will get another mirror/cupboard? As those mirror which I had bought are not of body size!!! =X

A reminder...

Woke up kinda early this morning & began reading threads on an old forum.

What really surprise me was that a C.E. wrote this... "Thou shall not do to others if you do not wan that to befall onto u..."

This is something which I had live upon & will continue to do so :)

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Memories on Roti Prata...

Some prata conversation on TGOP made me recall on some past memories.

You have tried to drag me out for that prata outing which I did not go. It was kinda worrying when 3/4 of those whom went for the outing, got diarrhoea after that.

I went to the area few days after and found myself sms-ing you which you said that we should meet up but I just kept diverting the topic.

Later that night, I had a long chat with nana, lui & bubble and… (pls read Dec 15th 07’s post)

As I read through my past dec postings again, I realised that the feeling was already there but I was just too afraid to do anything about it.

So...Fate really plays a big part in one’s life isn’t it? =)

Empty vessels make the most noise!

My mood turned better after meeting Darling last night.

I was really in a foul mood even while walking to the building and almost witnessed an accident at the traffic light junction.

There could have been a bad collision if one of drivers didn’t brake on time and that I might have been affected as well cos I was just 1 or 2 meters away! That sorta woke me up from my frustrations at work and I told myself… I shouldn’t let it affect me. For work = money, what for bother even if those two bitches keep shouting? Just let them shout lo! Empty vessels make the most noise!

After seeing you & listening to the tracks that you were playing, I had calmed down and already not thinking of those bitches. =)

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Cranky!

I’ve been feeling kinda cranky ever since I came back from holidays and it’s mainly because of the 2 bitches at work.

I simply have no idea why they had to shout at us (me n another one of my colleague). I see no good reason why they should start shouting around even if they feel stress or whatsoever. These affects my mood totally & made me thought if I had made the correct decision of not taking up the post which was being offered by my boss. :(

Monday, April 21, 2008

Back from Genting

I juz came back from Genting trip with friends and it was fun!!! But I miss YOU!!! Thought I could see you today but you are sick again :(

Just some random pictures which was taken!

Teddy bears from Lovely Lace~~~


Ah har! Ain't this interesting. Front and back of it! *Kinky*!


Fridge cum vending machine? You could really put coins in to earn some $$~!


Attitude!!! Totally showed mine angry attitude back in office!



Had also uploaded some people pics, but it's on my friendster =X

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Men - Pornography & Womanizing

I just finished lunch with my female colleagues…and yeah all of them are married & two are pregnant now.

Our lunch talk today was about Men - Pornography & Womanizing. They talked about men watching pornography & on men seeking women on the net for sex.

As for pornography, I guess this is only natural for them to watch it, but to ogle over it...hmm... It all depends on how you look at it…in a way, the couple could learn/spice things up outta it? Anyway, I do have a supply of it from friends (they just send me, I did not ask for it), but I’ve got minimal time to watch it these days. Hah!

As for seeking woman on the net for sex...this kept me wondering why one would want to do so. Outta curiosity? Outta loneliness? Cheap thrill? I seriously have no idea...

This brought us to another topic on womanizing. To reiterate, I have zero tolerance on this and if my man did sleep with another/did something unfaithful to me, I will not allow any chance or forgive him at all, it’s a clean break or a divorce (that is after marriage of cos). But my colleagues said that I was wrong as I do not have any kids now. And women change especially when they have kids; it’s a different story!

But to me, with or without kids, I will still stand on what I said. Perhaps it’s just me…whom grew up quite independently & for what I have gone through, I will survive; I believe that there is simply no reason for one to go astray, even if there is some problems between the couple, the both should try to solve the problem before anything else could happen. Nevertheless, it will still be definite a ‘shift + del’.

I'm missing you...

I will probably be sleeping rather early recently so as to absorb more solar power in the morning =X

Even though my mind's packed with work, the decision to be made by Friday & also being a little frustrated over the highness's saga.

I'm missing you... :(

Back stabbed

I got stabbed hard on my back by Highness. Didn't know she was tat cunning to the extent of doing it while I was away.

Though her acting was good, but all saw/treat it as another show only. Now...many want to boycott her wedding in Sept & even mentioned to give an empty red packet.

I didn't have to say much to my colleagues; only showed them the log on what Highness had chatted with me the other day.

Anyway, I'm not afraid of your nonsensical complains which you had made up.

You'll get what you gave. May God Bless You.

Monday, April 14, 2008

Gloomy? Not so Gloomy Monday?

I think many are having their Monday Blues. As for me...I guess it’s a mixture of both?

1. Saw Mdm. Cheong at 2.60 shop in a very serious discussion on the phone, when I passed by her, I was then caught in to a work situation whereby her negligence might hit with some audit problems on my side.

2. I thought I was going to get a scolding today from my boss, but it turned out not like what I had expected & I’m glad my colleagues had explained/cleared the misunderstanding while I was away.

3. Manfu came to me and complained that he feels like leaving the company. The same reason like what I gave others as well which is to “find a job before leaving”. Well, if he does leave, I guess I will have one less noisy person in the company. Peace? Or less 1 talk-cocker person around? Hmm...

4. Came to know about the passing of TY, whom is one of our company’s head... Though I didn’t deal much with you at work in the past, your smile will always be remembered. Rip.

5. Bubble passed me some birthday cards yesterday for circulation to those sharing presents. This made me thought of a few things...Life is fragile. Please treasure it!

6. Met the daily cleaning auntie at the pantry and she asked why I was so tanned & mentioned I had slimmed down… Suddenly felt a little happy but one thing which did not made my mind rest was the health report which I received yesterday.

Well, everything is fine/normal except that my red blood cell count is more than normal range? And that results in iron deficiency and/or thalassemia trait. The terms sounded alien to me… but I guess I probably will go for another check to make sure everything is okie?

Cheers!
Hoping your day will be fine…

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Busy week

Looks like this coming week is gonna be kinda busy for me as I needa complete my report before I go Genting!

On one hand, I know I should not have agreed to go cos of my busy work period. On the other hand, I think it would be really fun to travel all together!

All I can only hope is that there will be no emo sessions during the trip. :X

Saturday, April 12, 2008

My body clock is screwed!

I keep waking up at 4plus in the morning for the past few days!!!

It feels good to be back in SG!!! Last 8 days had been enjoyable...though short...the time seemed so long! Being able to see you last night had finally quenched all my missing you days.

Dinner was great too! Let's go back there again...even if its not for the foie gras.
*tsk tsk* :)

Friday, April 11, 2008

I'm finally home!!!

Day 7 - 10th April 08: Woke up at 4am as I couldn't sleep...Partly because my body clock is a little messed up and I'm really missing lots! Though I know I will be seeing you in another day or so but I just kept thinking of you :(

I went for a walk at around 5plus in the morning and the sky was beginning to brighten up. I walked to the furthest end of the resort and found the perfect spot to see sunrise & I sat there thinking of you again.

My last trip to Pulau Redang & current trip in Kapalai seems to be the first time I'm missing someone so badly!

Suddenly I just felt so stupid over crying on the last incident. I know you will not hurt me like that guy did but I just suddenly felt so afraid. And this is a fear I must overcome! Sorry Darling, I really didn't doubt on you... it's just me and sorry if I had made you worried/frightened.

I still can't sleep after 8 plus and there's a thunder storm here again. The rain gotta stop, else my gears will still be wet and it's gonna be heavy! Argh!

We, finally left Kapalai at 1pm & I felt like tearing. I'm gonna miss this place alot. God knows, when I will be back here again? The smiley & helpful staffs, this lovely place, the dives....these will always be remembered.

As we bid each other goodbye(Jon, Ron & Seng are extending their stay) and when the staff came to the jetty area to say goodbye to us...the last 7 days began to flash back and made me smile.

Goodbye Kapalai - Sipadan, till we meet again!

Reached King's Hotel at about 4pm after having a power nap on the van to Tawau.
My roommate later left the hotel room for foot reflexology and I'm in the room writing this, doing my facial and listening to my ipod.

As we gonna celebrate Mary Jane's birthday, we went for seafood which the hotel staff had recommended.

In this little town, it wasn't that boring after all. We shopped and I'm so glad that we were greeted by Chinese! It's good as I do not need to converse so much to someone whom do not know how to speak English anymore...

The whole town was filled with shops, cafes, hotels & many Karaoke lounge. Well, this isn't the same as Top One, but those cubicle types where you needa insert coins for each song. It certainly brought back memories of those old time KTV singing moments.

Seafood dinner was awesome & pretty cheap and they really had alot of varieties! Even the drinks! As there was a downpour again, we stayed at the area taking candid pictures & drinking...We proceeded to a cafe later on where we had Teh Tarik & celebrate Mary Jane's bday with a cake. She looks as if she was gonna teared or something...given for me...I probably would :X

Great Bunch of people!!! Even though I had only know some for them for only 8 days!
We'll meet again for diving...someday....somewhere...God bless all of you!!!

Cheers! Watching Man U vs Roma's match & Carlos Tevez juz headed a goal!

Happy... Gonna see you in a wink! MUacks!

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Sipadan - Day 6

I bought the most expensive Japanese bread ever and used tampons for the very 1st time today. Gosh! Lucky we only did 2 dives today else the whole trip I will be followed by sharks? Which is good in a way… =x

I had expected the resort to sell such stuffs, but at such kinda price, you don’t have a choice do you?

I am getting really tanned from this trip & I love it! In fact, I always think that tanned people look cool and sporty than those fair ones! The only thing is I probably looked like a Thai now & dunno if Darling can still recognise me? Talking about being tanned…I’m really burnt now and it hurts so badly that even wearing bra is painful! So, don’t touch me! I’m in pain! I’ll slap whoever hits my back! HAHA!

Dive 1: My 70th Dive! And it feels good to be able to dive freely but I still have lots to learn! Lawrence asked if I would want to join in for Anilao, Philippines. He mentioned it would be enjoying it as it will be lotsa muck diving! But I guessed I needa plan abit first…such as the budget, etc.

Dive 2: Barracuda Point! My last dive for the trip and it probably be the last dive in Sipadan? =( I do not know when I will be coming back since I had already been here consecutively two years. I also had my nickname given by the group being as ‘the Barracuda Babe” & the ‘Force Fins spokesperson”.

Well, I chased after the school of Barracudas again today. Once I saw the Dive Master- George giving signals on the Barracudas, I charged over to see them form the mini swirling tornado before they decided to swim off. The force fins are real good too. Firstly, you could walk with it, weight is light, can fight currents (done that) and you can really go fast with it. Yippee!! So who wanna race with me now? Haha!!

My gears are up for a tanning session now...I hope they will be dried by tomorrow morning as we will be leaving to King’s Hotel in Tawau . I’ve never been there and I hope it’s not too boring!





It’s star gazing night and they are just too beautiful and you don’t get this kinda view in Singapore.

How I wish you are just beside now to see this…

Cheers! Two more days to seeing you…




Day 5 - 8th April 08: I concussed after 5 dives in a day & a few drinks after dinner with the rest and slept like a baby till the sun woke me up the next morning.

Updates on Day 5’s dive will be comes later!

Monday, April 07, 2008

Sipadan - Day 4

Happy 1 month & many more! Sorry, my Darling tat I am not in SG to be with you…and now that you are sick again? :( I promise I will make it up to you ok?

Great dives today…managed to squeeze in 5 dives today but after going through all 5 I’m very tired now...

Will update the dives when I come back to SG.

Needa sleep soon again as going for dawn dive again tmr morning. Please…no more 4 knots current too.

Cheers!

Please get well soon…

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Sipadan - Day 3

Sorry, my Darling! For not replying on your messages & picking on your calls as my phone wasn’t with me since I landed! I am safe & sound here, even though I slipped and fell coming out from the bathtub and had a deep cut on my toe… Opps! Just a little gushing of blood outta it & a blue black on my knee, but I’m fine! :X

I woke up at 4 plus smelling the rain and went to bring in all our clothes from the balcony. As my bed was the closest to the balcony & I slept the opposite direction just to have a glimpse of the waters whenever I open my eyes…I could by then, around 5am see lotsa lighting flashing across the sky. It’s beautiful yet scarey at the same time thinking there could be a huge thunder storming coming…

Towards 6am, the windows from the other room were already flapping mad causing the slamming sound against the room structure.

Blessing in disguised.

Firstly, the wind was not blowing into the balcony direction, else my bed and I would have gotten wet!!!

Secondly, my bags were places near a platform in the corner of the room and not near any windows. As my two other roommates were still sleeping, I had to help by closing all windows, locking them tight before I transferred all their bags to a dry area.

Thirdly, Lucky for us, we were supposed to go for dawn dive at 5.30am but it was cancelled due to another group of divers who will be leaving today and that they only allow 20 divers for dawn dive per day! Better luck for the group whom missed it this morning!

By the time, I finished writing the above, the waters had calmed down & the sun was out! Yeah…the sun is up around 6am here, which caused me a fright on the first day as it was so bright, I thought my alarm did not sound and that I missed the first dive! Haha!


People always say… the sunshine comes after the rain? We’ve got the rainbow! Two of them! Breakfast is complete! Haha!

All 4 dives were fantastic as I experience various stuffz today.

First dive was at Barracuda Point – Sipadan, beautiful corals and marine life, fat sharks and huge turtles and a 2.5 knots current! I was panting hard fighting against it and managed to hide under a rock with a school of barracuda passing through! Terrific view!!!

I almost puke on the second dive at South point – Sipadan, but it was rather “fun” being caught in the ‘washing machine current”, all of us were swinging, back and forth and sideways!

Third dive was at Seaventure Oil Rig – Mabul… Macro, macro & more macro! I love it!!! This is one of my longest dives ever, almost an hour bottom time!

Forth dive was a sunset dive at Mandarin valley – Kapalai. Our main motive was to see ‘ porn show’…I meant mating mandarin fishes but the others were just going too fast! I was still at the area searching for the cuties but I noticed my dive maters were already too far from me! They were at least 10meters away? With my force fins, I better chiong to join them in case they think I’m lost! Nevertheless, I still spotted quite a few stuffz by myself and even showed it to them.

I’m beginning to love night dives but I needa purchase an underwater torch for myself. Thanks Ron, for loaning yours to me. Appreciate it!

I needa sleep pretty soon as tomorrow we have to wake up at 4am to go for dawn dive.

Cheers! To see the school of humphead parrotfish tomorrow!!!

Missing you even more today…

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Sipadan - Day 2

Whenever I mentioned the word Sipadan, many would give me the ‘where is this place’ look.

Taken the following off a brochure: Sipadan is actually located Southern Asia Sabah, Malaysian Borneo, and five degrees north of the equator in the Sulawesi Sea (Celebes Sea). It is an oceanic island and was formed by living corals growing on top of an extinct undersea volcano, which rises 600m from the seabed.

The place I stay at is Kapalai Island, a sand bar sitting on top of the reef known as the Ligitan reefs, a very extensive stretch bordering the deep and vast Celebes sea. Sipadan - Kapalai dive resort is actually a water village style resort built above the water.

For the amount you pay for this place, there must be good stuffs, isn’t it? Given 3 boat dives to either Sipadan/Mabul/Kapalai each day & unlimited shore dives. The ‘garang’ me want to do as much dives as I can!

But time was rather rushed today, so I did only 4 dives…

The 1st dive, which was the checkout dive, was a little messed up? Can you just imagine 16 divers charging to the same area at the same time? It was rather chaotic as all of us are of different standards. Water visibility wasn’t that fantastic either as not only many hit the sandy bottom, which created sand storm and also the tides were coming in. And so I decided that I would probably go to the back of the group so I can see more & spend more times taking pictures.

2nd dive was good too as it was almost effortless as all of us were just drifting with the flow of current! Nah…I still required lotsa strength in order to fight against the mild currents, wanting to take pics!!!

3rd dive was at Kapalai – mid reef & there were plenty to see…

4th dive was at Kapalai’s House reef, the Mandarin Valley… which I thought, was the best accomplishment so far! I went for a night dive with 4 other gal divers without my instructor! Well, I do keep in mind what Lawrence had taught me and really use the knowledge taught into good use (not that I don’t for my other dives..hehe!) But it’s different! I’ve got to make sure all of us stay within sight, make sure tat they are ok at all times and yet trying to spot stuffs in the dark! Not only that, all the safety stuffs got to come in, all the safety stuffs got to come in…such as beware of dangerous marine life, the duration in the waters, depth, etc. Dang, it's a good training to be a Dive Master isn't it? HAHA!

The funny thing was that I felt cold in the waters and wanted to sneeze. You people would have known that I’m famous for multiple sneezes and sneezing in the waters??? Challenging!!! But nah... I was holding it and using mind power not to sneeze.

P.S: Pictures & more information on the dives come later as I did not bring my camera cable & marine life identification book.

Cheers! We’ll head to dive at Sipadan Island tomorrow! Yippee!

Thinking of you…

Friday, April 04, 2008

Sipadan - Day 1

I guessed I have an opposite from Darling!! Probably it’s because I have more positive ions? Haha! I tend to write more & ideas just run freely in my mind when I am happy! Thus, on the plane…with my notepad packed in my bag, I am using up all puke bags found available near my seat!

Was watching various comedy clips such as Backkom, Mr Bean & Just for laughs. I’m feeling kinda sleeping as I only slept for two hours yday. The sad thingy was my green tea body scrub was being thrown! It’s my mistake as I did not check & remember on the requirements.

Feeling kinda full now as we had Wang Jiao for breakfast. The half boiled eggs are simply irresistible! Now, food is being served on the flight… Chicken noodles! I am feeling too full to eat but I just forced myself on the vege which I do need them for fibre. I love eating bread!! And on flights, I sometimes could requests for quite a lot. But now, I just want to cut down on my intake. Yes, to be healthier & someone with more confidence, to be able to spend more time with you…

Realized I should not be lazy as well & to start reading more news articles/books. For the very first time, I am reading on the soccer section hoping to at least learn a little more on Darling’s team. After reading, I think I should start by remembering players’ names & read up more on the rules of the game. The only time I watched soccer in the past was when I was betting. Well, I was working with all males; so generally, you need to somehow blend in… I won quite a lot though since I always have the luck! But now I have stopped betting; the $$ could be for better use ☺

Looks like we will be at Kapalai earlier than expected since the itinerary was to stay at Seafest Hotel – Semporna before we proceed to Kapalai the next day. We reached Kapalai dive resort around 4pm & pity it was too late for any dives today. Had a briefing session on the resort and a short intro among the group. It’s amazing how 14 individuals from various parts of the world can come to the same place diving together!!!

Our names on the board!



Un-geared and checked in to our room and was being welcomed by the beautiful sunset. There I was whipping out my camera capturing the moment. The only thingy lacking now is YOU being by my side...





We had dinner at 7pm and it was a mass intro session again.
My instructor, Lawrence never allowed us to drink but this trip we are all having rum & coke after dinner. Well, don’t worry…since I can type so much now. I’m not drunk.

Cheers! Will be resting early tonight for diving tomorrow.

Missing you…

I just wanna say...

Felt so much wanting to say the following to my DEAREST DARLING KC aka Sky aka 'muffin'(ya ya the girly nick) aka bak kwa... but juz don't wanna disturb him doing work.

Apologies that I'm unable to accompany you for the next 8 days!!

Please do take care of your health while I'm away...cough must eat pipagao...ulcer must use bonjela leh!!! DRink more water!!!

Don't tire yourself out working/thinking too hard. You needa get enough rest too!!! Oh ya, careful not to fall down the steps at ur office too.

I wished I did not planned this trip way in advanced since last year...I could have proper use the $$$ on many things for us instead.

Do concentrate on your work this following week & may everything flow smoothly.

Sheesh, no idea why I'm beginning to talk like this. But guess it's becos I'm already missing you even b4 I leave for my trip to become your 'toot toot' lookalike...

p.s.: *JEALOUS*!!! waH LAO...how can you go hArm0nica's home so many times but not mine???

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

Your concern...

Your concern posed to me yday, was something which I already had in mind.

I din't mention to you...But I prayed to God to watch over you and that you'll be able to get the biz deal while I was away diving in Redang.

I might have done some stepz wrongly, but it was based on what I've recalled learning many years ago...

I mentioned to you before on...I was almost baptized but due to certain life/death matterz which happened in my family, this move was being delayed.

Please have patience with me, cos I'm not really a reading/easily decipher words person. Furthermore, my brain needs sun to operate =X

But I still kept the bible in my private drawer which was given to me many years ago. And I do browze through it whenever I have time...

And it looks like we will not be free for any more outings on Fridayz & Sundayz. :)

Smiling. Friends.

It's Singapore Fashon Festival, their slogan is 'Say it with Fashion. Priceless'
But my slogan is...'Say it with a smile. Priceless!!!'

What Ichi said is right...but I wanna tweak it!!!
"Smile & the world smile with you... Cry & you'll cry alone..."

Thanks May, for accompanying me during lunch yday. Though I din't have much appetite to eat, but the few bites on the sandwich was good. You are one friend whom I gained thru SH, and I do appreciate your effort to learn while working under my supervision. A sincere, smiley & chirpy gal whom never fails to crack jokes while I was super stress... And THANKS for sharing with me on your business, I wish you all the best that you will do well in this industry!!! :)

As I wrote on TGOP forum...

Quote:
Friends to me are those whom stay true to you.
even the slightest fault you have, they will tell/let you know so you can kick the habit...
given the worst times, they will stay by you... and during happy times...all will haf a good time/laugh together...

i think the above aso relates to r/s ba...

i'm glad i have a bunch of good frens since sec sch...cos we really been thru lots.
tats why i try my very best to treat all those i know the same way too...hoping to gain more good frens...


Sounded very emo eh?? But hey... Cancerian are emo people!!!

Friendship is something which I do treasure alot.

I'm glad I see the quality in YOU too...especially when you helped Jay!!! You showed patience & guidance to him while others didn't. His problem is something which we really needa help him on...

do remember... "By helping others, you help yourself!!!" :)

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Bullied on April Fools' Day

And so...it's this very day where YOU 'bullied' me twice. Furthermore, it's April Fools' Day!!! =X

I had never expected that I will break down in front of you. Probably you are the first that I cried in front of...in less than a month's time being together?

Like I mentioned, there are too many similarities which happened...making me super afraid, making me cringed, making my eyes puffy for few days & making my face super ugly that I really look like your pet 'toot toot'!!!

Please do not say or do those things to me already...It hurts! It really really does...

But...oh well, everything happens for a good reason. This shows how much YOU really meant to me!!!

I Love YOU!!!