I'm very sleepy and very tired from battling with morons at work.

I'm utterly disappointed with my manager, especially in his way of 'managing situations'.Yes, to him, perhaps that's the only thingy he could do. But to me? I feel that I have lost all confidence in working with such a boss.

I am sure that he knows abt the existence of the conflict, yet he chose to keep quiet and stay on one side of the court?

And why did i say so? First of all, it was obvious that my sup is finding fault n making things difficult for me. He had been calling frequently over and to check on what I was doing. But one thingy, my manager did not foresee was though I was listening to my mp3player while doing work, I had adjusted the sound to a low volume. I could hear so clearly, each and every single fiaking word they had said.

Well, I did thought over whether I should be the one intiating the 'discussion' over this issue. But the big question mark appears when I thought of how he bring this issue to my sup?As a friend or as a manager?

Aiyah....................F*CK IT! Why bother? I seriously doubt there will be any improvement!

Gosh! I just break a record? Hahaha! Lowest handphone bill ever for the past 2 years of $83+!
See! I can do it! Now its to keep below the free 300 sms per month and I'll save even more!

Im looking forward for tomorrow as I will be going to JB again with my friends! This time round, we will be going to a mango plantation and I heard that they are very sweet and yet damn cheap! Woohoo!!! I love fruits!!! Hopefully I'll get plenty?!
Gotta sleep now! Hehehehee!

Though I slept quite abit last weekend, but last night, I just could not fall asleep cos of the warm weather & when I got up to surf the net a little... I had stomach upset and I even vomitted!! The cool day weather today is just great for zzz-ing under the blanky!!! Hehehe! I'm waiting for my hair to dry then I'll head for bed!

I hope tomorrow is gonna be great at work? Nah...it's always boring & crappy! GRrr!!! I'm looking forward for class though! Hmm...was wondering should I get a recorder? I can't catch up with what my lecturer says & aiyo think my writing is quite turtle... Maybe this weekend I will go source for 1 & hopefully it will benefit me by remembering the points better :P

Glad that I stick with my own choice to place the bet and today, for the first time, I won!
Though not really alot, but I will be bringing my family for a steamboat dinner tomorrow. As for the rest of the $$, I would need to return the loan for my school fees to my mom...

Quite happy today also as I finally watched Alien vs Predators. The storyline is quite predictable but overall not bad la... For the next few weeks, there are some movies which I hope would be worth to watch?

Did a little bit of shopping today and visited the library for some books too.
Oh ya!!! I managed to sleep during the afternoon which I had been lacking of for this entire week!!!! Hahaha!!

Enough for today... I'm gona play pinball!!! =P

I had been feeling damn frustrated over the past few days becoz of work. And I spent my friday night pouring my sorrow & anger...

Dinner was at california pizza; with nice food, ambience & of cos the good company of two friends whom previously were my ex-colleagues .

Many stuffs was said and there are a few points I would want to keep in mind is that...

Dont ever put human emotions over work. A company is set up basically to earn money, their bottom line is only the 'Profit & Loss'. In good times, yeah perhaps you will gain something in terms of monetary or watsoever. But during bad times; being loyal, responsible & caring isnt gonna earn you anything!! If you gonna be so emotional/compassionate; my as well work for free to help him 'do better for the business'?

Always think and put yourself first in thoughts before others. This is the only way to survive.

Also...Try out different things while you can. If you do not try, you'll never know...