I have to get this written out...

2005 had been a crazy year for me. Many had asked me what happened when my days with "that company" ended. But I would just wanna say now is…Things didn’t happened at the wrong time. It happened for a reason and it was just right for me!
(I think I have to thank WH, as indirectly he has got me out from Hell to Heaven!)

I strived hard while I was there, doing the best I could. Sacrificing also my own time, to finish almost all tasks given, I believe this is what I call responsibility, but I guess they took advantage of it. Though the departure was abit sudden and saddening, come to think of it, it isn’t so bad after all. I strike 4D next, which really helped during my 2 months of unemployment; I got back all the rest & sleep I needed and the concentration which I could put in the last few modules of my studies; I met and caught up with many of my friends, and playing badminton 3-4 times a week! Not forgetting my 2 trips overseas with friends and ex-colleagues! I got back my life!!!!

Recently, I received calls from ex-colleagues, now best of friends (who says colleagues can’t be friends?) about what had happened “there” now. The more I hear, the angrier I get but relieved, as I am not in shit dung anymore. The thought of working with some clowns and egoistic bosses really turns me off.

I wondered, did money turn some of them this way? Wagging their tail when the owner arrives…is this really loyalty or what? I seriously doubt so and for goodness sake, $$ can’t buy happiness! Many good staff came and left/leaving, don’t they realize the problem actually lies with them?? You want to have an open system but you only make yourself in a ‘win’ position and strike off all feedbacks from your subordinates. I shall not continue stating all…but GOSH! It’s a communist world there! Trying to be controller of all? Retribution will make you suffer & defeat on your own in future… Just wait and see.

Well, I really sympathizes my ex-colleagues for what they have to go through, and what I can do is to PRAY for them to be out of this soon.

Anyway, as planned, I have started out my new job in 2006. Big company, better pay & benefits, less work… what else can you ask for? Things are getting on well, and Life is definitely getting better & happier for me and I hope it will be the same for you too.
Cheers!