Chu2 morning, I've no idea why I woke up so early...

Probably it'z becoz I was too tired from yday's visiting session & I went to bed at 12!!!

Hmm...its the same CNY again, when relatives start to bombard you with nonsensical questions. This year, all wished me to get married soon... I was thinking to myself...with who???

I know I'm picking up again; washed off the past & becoming a happier person. I also need to burn off the fatchunks on me as well.

Knowing all these..somehow...I still cannot pick myself up to trust someone again.

Perhaps I'm just scared...scared that I'll fall again...